The Lord’s voice has never been
louder in my life than when I started this new chapter in my life. I hear his
voice in the conversations I pass, introductions of new friends, while typing
on the computer for a class, but most importantly while I’m searching His word
and works. College is so new and scary at times; I feel lost, small, and at
times very forgettable which has been really hard for me because I’m used to
being known. Having growing up with the title of honor ‘HESS’ it was a huge
shock coming and having maybe three people who already knew who I was or that’s
what it felt like at least. I was so lonely and depressed I just wanted to go
home. I just needed a hug; the kind of hug that makes you forget why you were
sad and you’ll never remember again.
I got through the first three minutes
until I realized in a greater abundance that I needed my Savior’s voice and the
hug and comfort from His Atonement. I learned that homework is done quicker as
you do it after scripter study (not
just reading) and I would have better focus if I did that; I heard His voice.
My roommate was super shy the first couple days and now we stay up singing
Nacho Libre songs and laughing our heads off; I hear his voice in our late
night conversations that help me know that He is fully aware of me and every
aspect of my life. The temple is where I feel His voice; when I go to His house
I’m surrounded by His love and guidance and I need to go more often. I’m so
thankful for the temple and I really can’t wait to make sacred covenants with
Him soon! I'm also preparing to serve a mission and hopefully that while I'm there I can be an instrument for His voice and work.

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